| saturday I watch women, mostly fat, pass me on both sides
as I make my way towards the keg.
music blaring, annoyingly loud
it burns my ears.
I make small talk, nod, fake smile to strangers
feeling alone in a crowd of people
shadows bouncing on the walls,
as they dance long into the night.
slowly climbing, silently, with a bottle of vodka
up a flight of stairs to a hallway Ive never seen
doors on both sides, I choose a random one
and slowly walk in
vodka, warm, streaming down my chin,
as I lay motionless beside the toilet.
people standing above me, peeing,
as I catch rogue drops of urine on my eyebrow.
another porcelain saturday night.
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